I have recently discovered that I am an introvert. As it happens, I’m also a journalist, and I like to think my introversion makes me better at my job.
Let me explain.
First, let me point out that I am not the only one. My hero, Washington Post publisher Katharine Graham, was an introvert. Diane Sawyer is an introvert: she once told People magazine that “people assume you can’t be shy and be on television.” Barbara Walters is an introvert, and so is Jonathan Rauch, whose wildly popular 2003 Atlantic piece, Caring for your introvert, helped me put a name to my experience. Mahatma Ghandi was a journalist and an introvert. Some people say onetime journalist Pierre Trudeau was an introvert, along with New York Times reporter James Reston. Pittsburg Post-Gazette reporter Samanatha Bennett was surprised to learn she is an introvert, but Jennifer Kahnweiler of the Introverted Leader says 98 per cent of the reporters she interviews are self-proclaimed introverts.
So yeah, I’m not the only one.
What is introversion, anyway? Just for the record, it’s not a mental illness. It is a normal, though misunderstood, personality trait. Here’s an edited version of what Wikipedia has to say:
Introversion is the state of or tendency toward being wholly or predominantly concerned with and interested in one’s own mental life. Introverts are people whose energy tends to expand through reflection and dwindle during interaction. … An introvert is likely to enjoy time spent alone and find less reward in time spent with large groups of people, though he or she may enjoy interactions with close friends. …
Introverts are easily overwhelmed by too much stimulation from social gatherings and engagement. They are more analytical before speaking. … Introversion is not the same as shyness or the social outcast. Introverts choose solitary over social activities by preference …
My friends call me a hermit, but the fact is I’m just an introvert. You may be surprised to know that 25 per cent of people are introverts. I am happiest and most energized after a day alone in the garden or a day immersed in work, reading and writing. Reporting — doing the interviews, attending the galas, schmoozing — is the toughest part of the job for me. I can fully relate to Rauch, who said in a 2009 interview that he would have been an academic historian if he hadn’t been so reluctant to specialize in one subject:
Reporting doesn’t come naturally to me, since I have to screw up my energy level every time I pick up the phone. So that’s something of a handicap. I’ll never be a natural journalist. On the other hand, introverts are good questioners and attentive listeners. After a thoughtful, probing interview that I feel has touched marrow, I feel exhilaration, along with exhaustion. As if a tough hike had been rewarded with a new vista. I’m not a great hiker but I do enjoy the views.
Certainly there are drawbacks to being an introverted journalist. I’m seldom out schmoozing at lunchtime and I don’t spend my evenings traipsing from one event to another. But there are some benefits.
1. I crave depth. My instinct is to get beneath the surface and truly understand what I’m writing about before I start typing. I’m never satisfied with stories that barely scratch the surface. Perhaps this is what has driven me toward investigative reporting, what with its long, solitary hours reading documents, entering data and contemplating connections.
2. I listen well. Introverts are good listeners, and I think that’s a key trait of great journalists. How can you learn anything if you’re always telling your sources what you think? I’ll never understand that. I know very well the exhilaration Rauch is talking about after a long interview that “has touched marrow.” I also know the exhaustion.
3. I cultivate strong connections. I don’t have a long list of sources, but those I do have are rooted in strong and often longstanding relationships that are built on a bedrock of trust. Some of my best stories come from people I’ve known for years, and worked with over and over again.
4. I have wicked concentration and great analytical skills. A few weeks ago I ripped through six boxes of legal files in under four hours, and emerged with the nut of a story and a raft of key documents. I quite often rely on this ability to beat my competition. According to Marti Laney, who wrote The Introvert Advantage, these are two of to top 10 advantages of being an introvert.
5. I am creative. Journalism is often about connecting people with each other, about evoking compassion and understanding. Often, when I sit down to write a story, I find myself thinking about how to get readers to care about the people affected by the issue I’m writing about. This is particularly challenging when the issue is complex, and it can require tremendous creativity to make that connection happen. I’m pretty good at that.
So for folks out there who wonder why I don’t come to the Christmas party, it’s not that I don’t like y’all.
I’m just an introvert.